friend?? haiz...

i have 5 very very good friend....
i alway think tat...
there r my best friend 4ever...
but sometime i think...

mayb not...

sometime...
them just dang me is tou ming d....
alway left me at back...
when recess...
them all go out 1st..
without call me...
them go dao half way reach canteen only know i hilang dy...
sometime them go out dy i also dnt know...
haiz...
i alway just feel nvm...
mayb them keng something...
than 4get jor me...

but...

i think back...

seem lik this is not d 1st time....
i alway keep in heart...
just tell guo 1 ppl...
tat is mun ye....
she is my bff also...
she is d only ppl i know tat i can say out my heart thinking wat...
but...some ppl say cant tell secret with she...
but...

r i have other ppl tat i can trust???

sometime...really feel so kecewa....
y my other 4 best friend...
dnt know wat am i thinking???

i alway tell them wat i feel in this gang...
but....
seem lik after them hear...
just think i am joking...
coz i alway talk...just lik joking...

when i say seriously...

them alway think..
(i am just joking)

sometime i have problem...
them will not hlp me at all....
mayb tat is really my false...
but can u all just tell me wat i wrong...
and is not put salt and vinegar on my heart??

haiz...suan liao ba...

i also dnt know i in this gang...
can tahan dao when...........

mayb i have do something wrong b4...
but...v dy friend so many years dy...
i think tat u all wil know wat my habit...
but....

haiz............

i feel this year......
is so bad d year....

when i at from2 and 3....
all not same class....
i feel.......
is better!

suddenly ask myself......

y wanna change class go 4s4 with them???

haiz....

mayb....
this time....
i dy do a most wrong d choice.......